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pumpkiiin
18 December 2011 @ 06:50 pm
Omg. I miss them so much.
It's been 2 months and a bit since Yamapi and Ryo left.
It feels like it's been forever. And I still miss them so much.
Sometimes, I cant stand to look at their photos, listen to their songs, watch their videos, without tearing up. Even sometimes when I do find myself with a huge smile on my face while watching their videos, I'd be hit by the sudden thought that, oh right, they're not here anymore. It's over.
I need them back in my life. The 6 of them. They've grown a part of me. I've been patient this past year waiting for a new single. I had faith in them when it was rumored that Yamapi might leave. I honestly believed with all my heart that it was just a rumor, that he wouldn't betray NEWS or his fans like that.
But I dont blame him for what he did. We only live once. And you can't live your life pleasing others when you're not happy yourself.

I just. miss them so much.
I need them back. even if it's just the four of them. Please Johnny. Don't keep us waiting any longer.
 
 
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: Hoshi wo Mezashite - NEWS
 
 
pumpkiiin
21 May 2010 @ 09:49 pm
wow. i've slightly ditched my LJ for a while :L

but there's really nothing much to talk about T_T


RELEASE OF MONSTER ~~
a bit late but the PV WAS AWESOME ~!!
i wish i could buy it :L
but i am. broke.
ever since the 2010 NEWS calendar. And then Tegomasu ni Ai, Tegomasu no Uta Live, Sakura Girl... T_T
aaah ~

i need to get money :')
work work work :3
 
 
Current Mood: determineddetermined
Current Music: Monster - Arashi
 
 
pumpkiiin
01 May 2010 @ 08:57 pm
just wishing Koyama
a HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY~

TANJYOUBI OMEDETOU :D
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Current Mood: highhigh
Current Music: Love Addiction - Koyama
 
 
pumpkiiin
27 April 2010 @ 07:58 pm
Monster is amazing.
The performance on Arashi Den was amazing *_*
I could watch it forever and ever and ever ><
I absolutely cannot wait for the PV ~!!
and further performances.
because it is simply. amazing. :D
(gaah~ i loved the dance ~)

just thought i should say that... XD
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Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
Current Music: Monster - Arashi
 
 
pumpkiiin
19 April 2010 @ 09:15 pm
Okay after a year and a bit, I have decided to start using my LJ.
A BRAND NEW START~

ok well, hello :)
My name's Caroline and I'm from Australia (but just so you know, i'm Chinese). I LOVE JE and, especially NEWS and Arashi. My ichiban is MASSU~ ^^

yoroshiku onegaishimasu ~ 
 
 
Current Mood: optimisticoptimistic
Current Music: Chu Chu Chu! - Tegomasu